Shout~outs

Well I'm leaving in 13 hours. Pfft. Can't believe this.

Let's hold a requiem for me LOL.

Messages to my super friends:

Kwan - You better send me those promised letters. I can't formally assure you that they'd reach me since the place where I would temporarily stay at [HOPEFULLY TEMPORARILY!] is inside a city that's inside a city that's inside a city that's inside a city scattered with a million villages. In short,it's jungle out there. LOL. You be good and if ever you're going to Thailand,don't expect a letter from me coz first of all,your address is in Thai. Second of all,if I attempt to immitate your handwriting,it might be Hindi symbols and land up in the hands of an old merchant in India. We won't want that,would we?

Issa - Awh much. Apologies for annoying you with my hypersensitivity. I know you're pretty much occupied with thingies such as your babe iMac,but tis fine.. it's not like it can't give you teh affection you need for you could now recieve double porn notifications and messages. LOL MESSING. Shiz me and my mocking sexual subjects.

Brandon - My evar so faithful txtmate,chatmate 24/7 and former poking nemesis. Sigh much. I'll definetely txt all of you when I get there. But of course,acces to load isn't really that easy for the currency exchange is quite.. hard to adjust too. LOL. You guys call me up,selfish nits. Lol,oh you better fulfill that fastfood-repellant ploy you were talking about or I'll think all this nutritional diet you're talking about would be complete rubbish. = = Thanks for the Heroes discs btw. They got me hooked on to it that I fancy almost all of them now lol. Oh,Bozu says hi. ^^

Danilo - I'm glad I told you that you are such a defensive pig that it pissed me off. LOL. Messing much. Anyways,I hope you won't have to undergo that horrific experience again. Watch cartoons,particularly Disney Channel. Swear the movies are love. Or indulge on sweet stuff that obliviously dissolve your teeth. Rar. No letters for you. E-mails maybe. XD Oh I almost forgot. Good luck on finding future part-time jobs yo. I hope that wise Varuna can help you out. Shizzles,send me SGs if I don't return k? Fedex is quick. LOL.

Michelle - The letter. =]

So,I'm off now. My mom's about to dig her claws at me for being on the computer the whole day and not helping out with the rest of the packing. So what pfft.

..'til we meet again grr

I'll miss you all. =]

I'm still not fully packed.

This sucks. Leaving. Coming back for a short while. Then leaving for college. Sigh le farce. Can we just put everything on hold please?

Yesterday, I got to discuss a Martian bugger with someone and it has been of great relief since.

I FINALLY had a proper talk with my parents last night which I NEVER had since I was too busy sequestering myself in the cosy corner of this apartment rather than mingling with their deficient conversations such as how good the watermelon tasted this year.
Mom blinked in wonder as I told her my lack of enthusiasm towards this year's vacation. Dad was part of the talk too,except most of his contributions were lame jokes between my solemn speeches,as he pleasurely stared at his new luggage,posing in front of the mirror.
Last year,I was psyched up to leave this warzone and was beyond prepared to take on a new life in the Philippines after TWS. Just as long as I was away from my parents. Sigh much though,I never really got to carefully analyze what else I'm leaving behind apart from my extremely dysfunctional family. I mean,no matter where I go,I'm still sentenced to life-long imprisonment anyway since I am biologically-chained to them. Lol. This year was an eye-opener,and thanks a bunch for showing up so early.

My best friends and crossing path with newly-found friends that are beyond greatness,is what's holding me back now. The education and experience offered here is zero if held into comparison with what Philippines has for me,no doubt. But it's those corrupted cows that reproduce like mad that spread fear,encouraging the widespread dilemma of doubt and mistrust against one another,that live as the reason to the refusal of some individuals to take up higher education there. Take me as an example.
Sure,I'm there to fulfill my dream and to gain that diploma that would be my ticket to success anywhere in the world. But it's the insolent youth. Sure,not all are the same and as disturbed as how my sousin was,but the scare and anxiety is leaving me agitated. One of the reasons why I now prefer to attend university in Dubai is because I know my friends here and despite the constant discussions of porn and reproductive organs,we're well aware of our limits.

My mom told me if I set my mind to what I want to achieve,I should just grasp on to those inspirations that make me the best that I could be. She says I should just ignore upcoming temptations such as drugs [lol],drinking and getting boyfriends. Lol,God knows.. I got scarred for life after a number of encounters already ok so I think I've learnt my lesson on that one,mom. Lol.
I was pretty happy that my parents [or mostly my mom coz she did all the talking] listened to what was bothering me for the past weeks..

Shit my god brother arrived. Comprehensive walking hell-hole. Lol.

As it comes.

Is it just me or is everyone trying impress their readers by being rhetorical? Freedom of speech guys. Really.

Yay to new blog template. Credits to Brandon too. I did slight effort somewhere.

Anyways,I'm going whoosh [insert Kwan's perfect impersonization of Hiro Nakamura's "fwy" gesture to Nathan Petrelli] to my homeground in less than 4 days. Flight's at 9 in the morning on Friday. Just brilliant.
I just came from my dental appointment a couple of minutes ago & I fancy the new colour on my pearly whites. As I was sitting on that dental chair as two people were digging inside my mouth,adjusting and engaged doing the things I care less about,I realized that time doesn't fly. Too late to work that out don't you think? It's how we spent those minutes and seconds that came and passed us by. We only recognize and spit the ugliest words at undeserving outlets when the supposedly good moments passed us by. Inspite of figuring this out as I contemplated the slow ticking of the second hand on the clock,I still think it's unfair. Conflicting with myself is nothing new so sigh much for I often tire myself out when situations like this arise.

Sigh,Michelle's going. There's nothing we can do to stop that,unless her mom sets her up for adoption. I'm overcome with everything at the same time so I can't figure out what I'm feeling right now. Most unpleasant status out of the unpleasant moods is being clueless about what's going on in this massive grey matter on my head.

Awh. I switched from navy blue to orange et brown to impose a jolly effect on my blog. But it seems as if this post doesn't vibe that out at all~

[edited ;b]

Lala~

x

A recurring track,

echoes vastly in spacious expanse,

descending to stifling epiphany.

I obliviously grin,

the impersonating sensation lingers,

summoning simultaneous poser cravings.

I wash out,

this docile scepticism,

disappearing into this unprotected ecstacy.

x

Time & Confusion.

Ok. My entry just got deleted due to immense stupidity. = ="

Watched episodes of Heroes with Kwan. Thanks to Brandon. On her behalf,kabooza yo.
Well,what to say. I was going to start off about the void in my head which may result into nothingness in this post. But of course. Some people are priveleged with the gift of gab.

Raded City Center with friends yesterday,watched Fantastic Four II & ate Chinese food for a change with Kwan. Digesting too much of the oily,fried edibles made my insides churn. Met two new guys and I like the other one in particular for his sarcastic approach towards conversations which did no good whatsoever. Which was the great coz it seemed to be the center of our laughter and hysterical ideas. Peace Samantha. You're a great guy. Really.

Oh.

He's Sam-. Samantha is just one of the many nicknames Danilo and I baptized him with.

Bizarre things started to take place when Kwan slept over.
1) She is now fascinated with Harry Potter book 1 as it has the power to inflict the spell of sleep over her
[mind,she rarely reads books unless it's self-help or a miracle book that would grasp her attention] [Husam will fall down cold if he finds this out]
2) Heroes is typically appreciated by people like me but no,Kwan is also hooked on to it & now demands a copy too
3) I never knew she could withstand spicy multiplied by a million times noodles with only few sips of lukewarm water = =
4) Appreciates my nest inspite of it's disorganized furniture & the souls,that cold-shouldered almost everyone,that dwell under this roof
[fine. cieling,coz it's an apartment/or maybe she lies?]

Cheers to Danilo for resuming his skills.
Cheers to Issa for his sexy new Mac. I think you can be socially cool again now.
Cheers to Roxy for having a great time in the States,taking shots of hot American guys that resemble only John Mayer. [in the zoo - joke]
Cheers to Nawal wishing her a great time in South Africa.
Cheers to Brandon for CDs.

Hmm. HTML. I shall tackle it in due time,when I don't get too high with procrastination and the complexities of the future. Humid.

Common rage times two.